Showing posts with label writings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label writings. Show all posts

Thursday, 24 August 2017

#1.5

Wednesday. April 14, 2015. [Re-posted from Instagram]

Someone told me that 'pain is temporary'. To me, there are some situations where pain is forever. The pain that I felt seven years ago, I can still feel it now. It's not the kind that you would feel everyday, but the kind where it hurts when you think about it.

Seven years ago, I wish someone would hug me and tell me everything's okay. But even if someone did, I wouldn't understand. But you have to realise, all you can do about it is to move on. And when I say move on, I do not mean forget everything. That person is your past, and never, ever let go of your past. That person will still (and always) be a part of you, no matter what. Move on with your life, focus on your goals and future. I'm sure that person would be so proud if you succeed.

And let me tell you, it's okay to look back and cry. And it is certainly okay to not be strong.

Al-fatihah.

Monday, 21 August 2017

#1

Sunday. August 13, 2017.

It happened years ago. She thought it was over. She had made sure to wrap it; sealed and kept somewhere in her mind, making her quite 'feelingless'. It did work for a while. It did manage to leave her emotions alone. But on that day, a glimpse of it made her felt something inside her, like a burning sensation. She didn't know what it was, but it hurt. And that was when she knew - it is not over.